Life of a Nin(j)a

Dreamer by day. Musician by night.
Model here and there. Art is my light.
Live fearlessly. People who’ve been at the top may tell you what they see, but only you can see for yourself. #potatochiprock #sd #hiking #fitness #nature #truebeauty

Live fearlessly. People who’ve been at the top may tell you what they see, but only you can see for yourself. #potatochiprock #sd #hiking #fitness #nature #truebeauty

Why yes, that’s #ironman in the background #ootd #green #chucks #hardfest #shortshorts #selfie #raybans #summer2013 #edm

Why yes, that’s #ironman in the background #ootd #green #chucks #hardfest #shortshorts #selfie #raybans #summer2013 #edm

Relaxing with my lil guy in #oceanbeach for the weekend. #buddythepug #cutest #pug #chucksandpugs #sd #goodlife #chucktaylor #beachlife #sundayfunday

Relaxing with my lil guy in #oceanbeach for the weekend. #buddythepug #cutest #pug #chucksandpugs #sd #goodlife #chucktaylor #beachlife #sundayfunday

As someone who’s from the #sf bay area..this is kinda #trippy. #longbeach aint got the #real deal like #home, but it’s still pretty cool.  #portoflosangeles #lovethis #greenbridge #goldengate

As someone who’s from the #sf bay area..this is kinda #trippy. #longbeach aint got the #real deal like #home, but it’s still pretty cool. #portoflosangeles #lovethis #greenbridge #goldengate

It’s a #picture of my #desktop picture! #proudmommy #buddythepug #pugsnotdrugs #macbookpro #apple #puglife #ilovepugs #adorable #toms  (at san jose mineta international airport)

It’s a #picture of my #desktop picture! #proudmommy #buddythepug #pugsnotdrugs #macbookpro #apple #puglife #ilovepugs #adorable #toms (at san jose mineta international airport)

White roses make me happy:) #flowers #pretty #romance #latenight #photoshoots @chrisfotog

White roses make me happy:) #flowers #pretty #romance #latenight #photoshoots @chrisfotog

So only the very few close people that know me know this but my mom’s been pretty sick for the past few years with severe RA. It means a lot that she’s happy so I still get her something special even on a cheesy holiday like #mothersday. That being said, I think today was a #success :)

So only the very few close people that know me know this but my mom’s been pretty sick for the past few years with severe RA. It means a lot that she’s happy so I still get her something special even on a cheesy holiday like #mothersday. That being said, I think today was a #success :)

Forget the flowers, my mom is a #fruit kinda lady :) Happy mothers day! :) #mothersday #family #yum #chocolatedippedstrawberries #pineapple #love #ediblearrangements

Forget the flowers, my mom is a #fruit kinda lady :) Happy mothers day! :) #mothersday #family #yum #chocolatedippedstrawberries #pineapple #love #ediblearrangements

love jaded

Ugh.

I’m at this point where I can’t even look at him anymore. 

this jealousy/pain/anger eats at your heart

as you scheme to find ways to turn it around

turn it all around.

Getting love jaded is a strange thing. It’s happened to me before, before I went on my crazy 1.5 year streak of partying and not giving a fuck anymore.  I broke a lot of hearts during that time. Too many to count. And I still feel like I’m still paying for it.


With that one guy.

god, what is wrong with me. I still want to fucking marry you. What is wrong with me.

Well, off to the clubs again I go. Where eyes are locked, hips are pressed to the loud beating music, and my mind goes spinning.


Cheers.